ntahlah

you broke my heart into pieces..
 i dont know how will our relationship be.
different thoughts, different principles.
both of us cant be force. if you still dont want then i have a right to leave you because i also dont want.
ah, so complicated.
niatan yang mulia tapi gak sejalan.. ntahlah.

will you?

i am a normal girl, just like the others
i like surprises, something sweet and romantic
i always hope for a great birthday surprise, but i have none until now, almost 22 years
i think it is normal for a girl to hope her boyfriend prepare a sweet and romantic surprise for her birthday.
i mean like come at 12 a.m in the midnight, bring a cute and sweet cake or cupcake which already specially ordered for her, flowers and cute gift.
everytime i look on cake websites or see the pictures of cute cakes, cupcakes i imagine that one day i will get my special cake too, specially designed for me.

at 12 a.m people will knock my door and sing happy birthday to me with someone special holding a special cute and sweet cake/cupcake, bring me white roses and kiss me on my forehead.
it is sweet, amazingly sweet.
and unfortunately no one ever do that to me :/

ah, only wondering......